Searching

There is an article that I remember writing several Easters ago about a willing sacrifice based on C. S. Lewis' book The Lion, The Witch and the Wardrobe.   So I went in search of it, planning to expand on the original thought because surely my thinking has grown and possibly changed over the years. So I searched my laptop, my external drive, every possible place where it could have been backed up. The search was in vain and I had to concede defeat.  So whatever my original thoughts were they are currently misplaced!

As I searched, however, the Easter gospel came to mind and the early disciples searching for something far more precious than a misplaced article.  Good Friday seemed to spell the end of all that they had been working toward with Jesus but at sunrise life changing events begin to unfold and the lives of the early disciples, and countless followers since, were forever changed.  Sunrise brought a search for Jesus when the empty tomb was discovered and it seems that all of those who followed Jesus, deserted Jesus forgot that he told them great things would unfold from his death.  The search, if you will, begins but ends just as quickly when Jesus begins to locate each of them again and offers them an opportunity to continue what they had started together.

This search is the one that we are continuously on as we journey in faith.  The search reminds us of the opportunity that we have been afforded to be in a relationship with Jesus, despite our shortcomings.  The search reminds us that we can be found no matter what we have done.  The search reminds us that there is always hope and the presence of God is ever near.  The search brings comfort and new opportunity.  In this Easter season I hope that you find what it is you are searching for and that it gives you continued hope and reaffirms your faith.

C. S. Lewis wrote  "It means that though the Witch knew the Deep Magic, there is a magic deeper still which she did not know. Her knowledge goes back only to the dawn of time. But if she could have looked a little further back, into the stillness and the darkness before Time dawned, she would have read there a different incantation. She would have known that when a willing victim who had committed no treachery was killed in a traitor's stead, the Table would crack and Death itself would start working backwards."

―Aslan describing the Deeper Magic (Chapter 15)

A new age begins and a new hope dawns continue on with your search

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From my 11 year old self!

The Geese are in here among the stones but 

unfortunately the camera would not zoom in close enough

Geese have always amazed me and held a certain fascination for me.  I love watching them and marvel at their formations as they fly as well as many myths that surround these amazing creatures.  One of the beautiful things about spring is the return of geese, hearing the honking before they come into sight with the elegance that is uniquely theirs. Watching them waddle across the fields or idly float in the large puddles of water or on lakes continues to hold much fascination.   I also know that I am in somewhat of a minority.  I have heard many complaints about the large numbers of geese, how much mess they make and how contrary they can be.  Despite these particular qualities I still love to see the geese!

Geese have held this appeal for me since I was a child and I have a particularly vivid and wonderful memory of seeing a family of geese in July, the adults were unable to fly because of the molting and with their baby goslings were waddling off across a marsh.  It was too much for an eleven year old to stay in the vehicle and as my father stopped to look at the geese I was out and running across the marsh to catch them.  You can imagine the ruckus the geese had has they tried to get to the water and safety...but not before I managed to catch up and had the opportunity to cuddle the fuzzy babies.  It is an awesome memory and one the brings a smile every time I see these birds in all of their glory and beauty and to see the new born fuzzy babies brings to mind a wonderful memory of a fabulous day and a rarer treat.

This experience was forever writ in poem as in September when we returned to school (Grade 6 with Mr. Childs) we were asked to compose poems as part of our literature assignment

The Geese

I saw some geese

they didn`t fly away

I guess they lost their feathers that day.

The geese had three goslings

they were on a barren

I went and took them in my arms.

I still have the poem, safely tucked away in a memory box along with the ribbon for first place in the class. So my romance with the geese lingers and I still look on in awe as they fly in formation, waddle along,come in for a landing on the water.  And this all comes to mind because I saw two of them waddling through the church cemetery on Sunday morning as I got out of my car to go into church and for a moment I was eleven again and so very, very tempted to run across the field. . . just in case I could catch them!

A whole gaggle one street over, September 2015